Hmmm...really?

First of all, thank you to everyone who commentd, I do appreciate your input.  You all are pretty much in agreement that I am over reacting to my sister's decision to move to Hawaii in pursuit of religious happiness and fulfillment.  So, maybe you all are right.  Maybe I should just be happy that she is deciding to drop everything and pursue some state of happiness that she is unable to find here.  Maybe I should be happy that she chooses to ditch personal relationships to gain a better one with a spiritual element.  Yes, maybe, but right now, I am unable to do so.  I know that with time, I will make peace with the fact that she is going and has personal motivations that I will never understand. But right now, I'm still not happy about it. Whatever, follow your bliss, tra-la-la-la....and all that crap.

In a similar vein,of getting things off my chest, I found a "blast from the past" on facebook.  I found that "man" I mistakenly married when I was a mere 19 years old.  I was completely floored to see his picture up there on the screen.  Not nearly as handsome as he was when I knew him.  Now he looked weathered, his face was all reddened and thinned out.  I assume this is a result of years of abusing alcohol, as he was most definetely persuing that path when he got together with me, and I know he had a family history with it also. 
At that time, we were both unstable people, and got married after knowing each other only 3 weeks.  I later found out that he had only asked me to marry him in order to get paid more once he joined the army.  None of which was ever sent back home to me. But I'm sure he had all the drinks that him, his buddies, and the tramps hanging out with them could handle.
Anyway, to make a very long story short, I wrote to him to get off of my chest all the anger and resentment I've been holding onto over the years. I was expecting a very different response then the one I got.  I'm going to attempt to post a link so you can read it if you chose.
Baggage handler's response to baggage...

This has been a crazy time for me lately, lots of emotional activity.  Sister's moving away, I talk to a guy that gave me lots of baggage, and my father-in-law is in the hospital.  A lot to handle, but I'm trying to keep it at the "One day at a time" level.  Wish me luck.